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Monday, December 12, 2011
The Crossroads
Friday, September 30, 2011
My tryst with Death
I took over the bottle, stripped open the cap and squeezed out a mouthful, hoping to feel the freshness.
On our way back, we analysed and identified the possible sources where I can find fresh milk in the campus. That's what I needed to survive now. :)
Sunday, July 24, 2011
The Trapped Dragon
The very sight of the waves coming and going away brings a soothing effect to the mind. The sea looks angry yet is calm. As I kept reflecting on its splendor, some very weird thoughts came to my mind.
The sea is like a trapped dragon. It wants to get free from its Shackles…The Shackles, which are
preventing it from engulfing the whole world. Each time a wave comes and smashes on to the shore, it is an attempt by the sea to break free from its reins. The more the sea is thwarted off by the rocks on the beach, the more enraged the dragon gets and comes back with a vengeance far more fierce. This fight between the sea and the shore is relentless and as time has witnessed, the sea is winning the fight- the shores are being eaten away, bits and pieces at a time, slowly but surely.
The sea is a seductress. It attracts us towards it, luring us into its vicious range by its irresistible grace. The more we go further into the sea, the more addictive it turns, the more funfilled it gets and the more vulnerable we become to its charm. The ones who lose their minds to its hypnotism, are the ones who ultimately end up dead. The ones who were unfortunate to be given death by the sea, died enjoying life till their last moment, until they realized it was too late. It can be inferred that the dying ones lost their ability to discern between its mesmeric beauty and its hidden viciousness. The sea is beautiful, attractive but behind its beauty it hides a hideous truth. The truth of the trapped demon, which appears once in a while to the world in the form of a Tsunami, or an incident of ship wreck, or drowning accidents, is undeniable. The sea is a temptress, hungry for blood and human flesh. Beware of your playful stints with the sea, they may be your last.
The sea shore is the perfect foreplay ground before the act. The wave comes playfully, washes our knees and sinks our feet into the sand on its way back. The waves are the masters of disguise, trained to hide its true intentions behind its cheerful glamour. At one moment, we will be playing with our knees just deep under the sea, the very next moment, a huge wave may bring us chest deep into the water. Interestingly, the force of the water while going back from the shores into the sea is much more stronger and attempts to take us deeper into the sea. If we lose control of ourselves at that moment and let the sea take over, we may be gone with the demon forever, into our watery grave. Without us realizing, our laughter gets turned into our cries for help. We lay oblivious while playing thoughtlessly wit the sea that our nemesis may lay just a moment away, just a few meters away or just one wave away.
These thoughts that came to my mind are a fruit of critical observations into the activities that people do in the sea, unaware of the consequences. Nonetheless, the sea has been and will always be a friend of man.Provided we remember that the dragon is waiting in silence, discreetly hiding behind deep waters, looking for its next victim, trying to break the shackles, to satisfy its undying hunger for human life. Dont tempt him to take yours away.
Friday, June 17, 2011
Pyaar ka Punchnama
Pyaar ka Punchnama, was an awesome movie in the sense that it depicted exactly the categories where most of the girls, before marriage, fall into. The movie was such that almost everyone who ever had a relationship could relate to one of those three stories.
The extremely possessive: This is the kind who thinks just because she started living in with you without telling her parents or against her family, she has the upper hand in the relationship. In her view, her sacrifice is unsurmountable and everything you do compared to that amounts to nothing. Even if you work your ass out to please her, she will have the belief that whatever you do is the minimum that you should anyway do. The moment you shy away from any of these shits, you have invited yourself to the big fight. The only difference here is that logical arguments earn no brownie points here and the debate is mostly run on illogical , unjustified accusations and the end result is mostly predecided- you give up.
In short, in this case the license you got to her assets is not for free and you have bargained your soul, your life for that. Your focus has to be only on her and she will ensure it using techniques which we innocent boys dont have a clue of. So beware my friends, the short time benefits might look attractive, but the long term spear that awaits to enter your part where the sun never shines ( quoting Stephen King) is invariably a part of this vicious deal.
The girl friend, but not girlfriend: The most dangerous kind. This is the one we should most definitely try to avoid but we unfortunately run into them atleast once in our life. She has a simple weakness, she needs attention, a shoulder to cry on, a companion to go on shopping with where the companion might sometimes, most of the times infact, need to pay. She may or may not have a boy friend, but your chances of scoring based on your care and concern for her stays at limit tends to zero.
This kind has mastered the concept of friendship and knows how to manipulate it and use it in their favour. Friendship is her medium to get her things done and also her defence against you in getting your things done. Sooner or later, friendship will be used against you in ways which you wont be happy about at all.
The flirt: If you have a strong heart and a mind focussed on only one thing, she is the catch for you. Ofcourse, you need to qualify her cut offs for you to even get a smile from her. This kind is on a mission to conquer the world, extremely ambitious and career focussed and the good thing is that she is stressed most of the time. But remember, even if you get a ticket for the show, you are just a transcient part of her life, just like a movie, and your stint with her will be as quick as your moments of ecstacy.
She is the perfect creation of God with the one objective ingrained in her mind to deliver pleasure and happiness around her vicinity to the ones worthy of her.
Having detailed these I would like to say that the makers of PKP have willingly or unwillingly not done justice to the girl community by excluding that one category without which most of the girls I know will feel betrayed.
The Girl: The gift of God to this undeserving world. She is the epitome of Lordess Saraswati and Lakshmi combined into one being. This kind knows the meaning of love and committment.And by committment, I mean not only to you but also to her family.
She knows how to love and how to get loved. Infact once you get one of this kind, you cant stop loving them. You will love everything about her, her smile, her hair, her eyes, her kiss and whatever you could think of.
She knows her limits and hence you wont be granted any license until the right time. This is important for her as she wants to maintain the sanctity of the relationship. She will do everything for you and will also expect back from you. But if you fail to do so, she will not accuse you of anything but will only be hurt. You have to be a devil to hurt such a being.
This kind has one weakness. They are trying to emulate Mother Teresa and are on that mission of absorbing all pain in the world alone without sharing anything with you or for that matter with anyone else also.
She loves you, that is the truth. But whether you will get her as your soul mate is not guaranteed. Why that is so cannot be explained her simply because I dont yet have the answer. May be because most true love stories, dont have a happy ending. But that may not always be the case, if you are shrewd and man enough, you will know how to get your girl irrespective of what the universe conspires.
Key Takeaways:
PKP is an awesome movie. Watch it, if not yet done.
It is not a complete categorical description of girls.
Even the list I presented is not complete. Because the P&Cs of features will lead to an infinite insignificant list.
Enjoy life as it comes.
Keep reading & Keep your hunt on!
Tschüss ( in German :) )
Sunday, May 22, 2011
The Story of Long Distance
In Good times:
By Good times, I mean the period in the cycle, when everything is just too good to be true. You are perfectly @ peace, and not subjected to any emotional attyachars. ...
You wait for your mobile to beep, the moment it beeps you heart skips in expectation... though more often then not, the messages are from Uninor... stil, the moment "that" number flashes, the one you were longing to see, you feel overjoyed.. read it.. something sweet awaits in the inbox... may be a smile, may be a kiss..
The moment the mobile rings, your heart beats harder... yes, its that number again.. the voice will soon reach your ears.. that voice which you have longed to hear since morning is just an "acceptance" away..(--).. when you hung up, your wait for the next call has just begun..
The mobile houses in it those moments, those messages which you love to read a hundred times with a smile unknwingly hanging on your lips.. it houses those little moments of fun and laughter,
the ones without which your LDC is meaninngless..
Every LDC has a defined hour in the night, when the mobile will ring, has to ring, you knw it, you want it.. this is the hour when you keep checking your mobile evey minute .. almost.. the call has to come, should have come by now..not yet.. and then it comes.. (--)..the silent sound of the kiss.. lucky man.. you can sleep now .. your dreams have been wished sweet.. the night has just become a bit more beautiful..a bit more restless.
You rub your eyes in the morning only to check if the mobile has the message, the wish of good morning..it has.. a good morning indeed..
In Bad times:
The period of emotional torture..
The wait for the beep is on.. only this time though it beeps , there is nothing sweet waitinng for u in the inbox..better dont read it.. delete it.. if you have pissed " that number " enough, you may even get to read a few, rather unpleasant ones..
Will the moble ring? The voice.. when will you hear it again.. these thoughts occupy your mind.. will the wait ever end.. it never does.. the mobile lies by your side, motionless , dead.. you feel like throwing it away.. the mobile stares at you with dread in its eyes..
Those sweet moments housed in the mobile.. you can read them again to cheer your mood.. only, in some crazy spur of a moment, you may have already deleted everything.. the box is empty .. jst as your soul and heart... you can only regret in futility and suffer in call-lessness..
That hour in the night, the predefined hour... the call has to come, the number has to relent... you always knew "the number" sooner or later relents...never betrays you in this hour.. atleast never till now.. will tonight the call come? it may .. it may not.. the mobile alerts you.. someone has called! is it that number.. ? Alas, it is not.. your frustration at your mobile increases undyingly... you can sleep now.. your nights have just gone longer..
The morning has come, the message has not yet.. neither did the call...
A day , a week, a month.. the mobile kept giving you false alerts and heart beats..you cant blame the mobile, it has tried its best...only, that number never rang.. you decide to delete it in anger.. but how can you delete it from your brain cells.. you have unknwingly stored it in such a place from where even you cant delete it.. you are screwed..
Conclusion:
- The mobile is your true friend.
- It is also an indicator of how well you have managed your LDC
- LDC cannot run without a mobile
- Lastly, dont screw your mobile, it was only helping you...
Inbox: Empty.
PS again: This time with a :) .. Please dont take the bull shit too srsly, the things have been written for fun.. and more often than not.. I believe, the number does call, it alwyas does and your LDC falls back into the good time period.. but the cycle does repeat, and thats wht LDC is all about.. Happy LDCing..:)
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
!!:: """ ""???
I tried to listen to music, i tried to repair my old sony ericsson mobile, i tried watchin some british movies, i tried to see some intersting stuff in dc++, i chatted with a few old friends, i played chess, i tried reading the stuff i am supposed to read for tomorrow, i called my parents and wished them good night, i made the last call that i normally do in the day and after all this i am still bothered.....
after much thought i found the answer.. hope to resolve the thing by tomorrow :)
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Life without you
My life, a smothered fire, an unfulfilled desire;
My life, a leaking boat in a raging sea,
My life, in a desert, a leafless tree;
Tired and lost, I walk the road lonely,
My friend, the dusty sun only;
On the path to a marred glory,
Love defeated in this sweet story;
Her voice in my mind sings,
With her I could fly without wings;
Her face in my eyes appears,
Welling them with tears;
Her smile in my heart stays,
Her fragrance comes and betrays;
With a hollow soul, am alive yet dead;
With a dream shattered , I walk ahead;
As a writer of a story incomplete,
With a pain that ceaselessly repeats ;
As a traveler without a destiny,
With an empty heart missing my tiny;
--------------------------The Drunken Mind
Epilogue: A hypothetical situation where the drunken mind will be in such a state as described in this poem, when his love would have forsaken him.
